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Thursday, March 24

America, why I didn't want to come back... like this.

I am officially back in the US. Part of me is glad to be back, considering the chaos the country is going through one less foreigner to feed it probably a good thing. It doesn't make it any less difficult. The decision to return was not of my own doing. My home University pulled the study abroad program for all Japanese Universities in Tokyo and Nagoya for the Spring Semester. It pains me greatly to see it have come to this. Our decision to stay or leave was of no consequence; we should've be allowed to stay at our liability.

My Japanese was finally starting to click -- things were making sense. I was starting to truly take the language seriously (being surrounded by like-minded folk helped, a lot, too). Next semester I was scheduled to take an Intensive Japanese course, one that would be three hours a day, every week day. With that class, I know my Japanese would sky-rocket. However, now that isn't to be the case. I couldn't be more disappointed.

So, being back in America... What does that mean for me and my education? No idea, honestly. I am back, that is the only thing for sure at this moment. UNCC has yet to decided what is to become of my Spring Semester, we had some preferences and I chose Independent (but, still guided) Study from now till end of Summer Session.

I miss Japan and everyone I met there greatly. All my Koganei lads, all my Sophia brethren, all of them. I am surely lost.

Now, I have a few options... Sit and mope about being back in America or Make the most out of the situation. I have chosen the latter and have already gotten back to one of my passions: Martial Arts. It didn't take long, but I've already been back to the Dojo training. I am currently in the process of setting up several Goals for myself involving the Martial Arts to keep myself motivated and on track. More so, I've set up some Goals to keep myself motivated in other areas of my life as well.

Here are some of my goals.....

  • Advance in my Martial study
  • Continue to Study Japanese
  • Finish my Comic/Manga/Doujinshi thing
  • Focus on school (as much as my Uni will let me)

Now that I am back in the USofA, do I continue my "Gregor the Wizard vs Japan" idea? Or will this be the last entry? I honestly don't know yet. I've seen people, more motivated than I, stop such endeavors upon their return. I believe a few more entries are in order, honestly. The next few will be a series on my Spring Break (while it lasted) and my 大冒険 (Grand Adventure) with Aaron and Greg...

So Stay Tuned for those! Thanks for reading, people!

-Gregor 

Thursday, March 17

It has come to this, people

Ladies and Gentleman, it pains me to do this. But, I am being forced to leave Japan -- through intimidation and coercing. I do not wish to leave, but my treacherous University has pulled my program. I know it for my health, but there is no chaos here. There is only a country working hard to overcome a disaster. It pains me to do this, but my University, as of yet, has not offered any financial contribution to my plight. So, due to this, I have created a Donation service using PayPal. The money donated will help me get out of Japan with my belongings and get back safely. Please know, in the event that my home University decides to fund my exodus from Japan, then I will refund said donations.

This is a big shot to my pride, but I do not see any other way. I'm sorry...

My dreams have been extinguished and cut short -- I am currently lost emotionally and really don't know what to do.

Thank you so much,

Ed





[DONATION CLOSED]


Any exceeding amount left over, if there is any, will be donated to the Japanese Red Cross to help them in this "chaos"...

Tuesday, March 15

The Plan


So, as it sits now, Japan and my future in it sits in limbo. With the Nuclear Power Plant (原子力発電所) melting down, radiation is a huge fear amongst the people. More so, the shortage of food and water makes life that much more troublesome.

Luckily, I live in a dorm where breakfast and dinner are provided. That takes a huge burden off our shoulders; for lunch, however, we are on our own. That's fine most of the time, but with the power conservation a lot of businesses have been closed -- from our local Wal-mart (called Seiyu here) to our McDonald's. Today they were open, thankfully. It seems most establishments are choosing to be open every-other day. Japan is amazing in its uniting around power conservation -- perhaps only in Japan.

Several of my Uni friends have decided to leave, which leaves me in a precarious spot. Do I leave or Do I go? (Isn't that a song? haha)

If I leave, I guarantee my safety from radiation, tsunamis, and further earthquakes. But, I will sacrifice a semester of my college career -- then I'll graduate in December of 2012 (My 111th Birthday!) More so, I'll be in danger of forfeiting my financial aid -- most of which went to lodging and my recent Grand Adventure around Western Honshu -- and am not able to pay it back. Lastly, if I leave, I can't come back (not soon anyway). Some fellow Koganei lads have left to return before school starts in April -- I simply lack the funds to do that.

Now, if I stay I will continue my studies on time, get better in Japanese (next semester I am joining the intensive class), and make more Japanese friends. However, I allow myself the danger of radiation, tsunamis, and further earthquakes. Since the major earthquake, we've had several aftershocks -- some of which strong enough to wake EVEN ME up. Radiation isn't a huge problem right now, the cloud is staying to the north and blowing northward. The tsunami, unless we're talking Deep Impact, won't get me. Earthquakes... yeah, those get me all the time. Also, in staying, I get to partake in the food shortage and rolling blackouts -- but, I have food at the dorm provided by Sophia University.

It's a precarious situation, indeed. I'd like to hear your thoughts on the matter. Leave a comment and tell me what you think. I'm making my decision at the end of this week on whether I stay or not. Keep in mind, I really want to stay; but, I'm wondering, is the writing on the wall?


Till next time, Wizards(?)!

Sunday, March 13

The Quake to end all Quakes.

Friday March 11th, 2011. I sit in my chair happily reading webcomics, contemplating what to do with the day, already half spent. It's around 1:30pm JST when I get a chat message on Facebook. One of my best friends from the states, David, wants to Skype. Eager to see a friend I haven't spoken with in the past 6 months, we begin our Skype conversation. We speak on various topics, from women to martial arts, even touching upon earthquakes -- comparing our past experiences. Both of us had only felt quakes with minimum effect. This would become ironic by the days passing.
At 2:46pm JST -- 9:45pm PST -- still skyping with David, I feel an odd sensation and glance over at my Chinese lantern haning from a tack on the wall. It was shaking.
"Oh, I think we're having an earthquake..." I stated, very relaxed.
"You may want to get under a door frame," David replied, showing quite a bit more concern than I.
"Nah, It'll..." I was interrupted mid-sentence by the strength of the quake. The room was now shaking with such a force that it made it difficult to stand. I quickly ran to the door frame as David got an eye-witness account through Skype.
Holding on to the door frame, I glance down the hallway to see my dorm-mate, Aaron, holding his door frame as well.
"This is mental!" he yelled from down the corridor. It certainly was. The ground was thundering, creating a horrible sound as my room was being shaken like a toy. David watched helplessly. The quake had been going on for about 15 seconds at this point -- what seemed like an eternity. Rob wandered down the stairs, I beckoned him to come into my room. He did so, grabbing the other side of the door. We were shouting at this point. I look down the hall, Aaron was still there; then, the emergency fire doors close. These doors are massive steel doors that are closed via magnets on the wall. Once they closed, I could no longer see Aaron, that didn't sit well with him as I heard his displeasure from behind the door.
The earth continued to shake, as if he were a child throwing a tantrum. About 60 seconds into the quake, it tapered down. Adrenaline was flowing freely.
"I have never been that scared," I thought aloud.
I ran off to see Mount Fuji, maybe she finally had enough. She sat there, observing Tokyo from her distance. Silent. I returned to my room a few moments later.
David was still on Skype, not sure what to say. I laughed it off, but honestly I was terrified. I was shaking. I slumped into my chair.
"Next time, Ed. Just leave, man..." David's advice was sound. People were up and about, everyone in the dorm was quite unnerved, even the seasoned Japanese were not sure how to handle that.
Then, the earth wasn't done. It started, again. This time not nearly as bad.
"I'm going, man." I told David via Skype. I closed the chat and ran out of my room to greet some dorm-mates downstairs.
"Just an aftershock?" I thought out loud. Tak, a Japanese fellow downstairs from me, hinted that it probably was. They didn't stop. I'd return to my room only to feel more. I didn't know how to handle them. My heart raced every time I felt them. We had between 4 and 5 big aftershocks with in the first 2 hours. A few of us gathered in Aaron's room to determine the strength of the quake. We got varying numbers, but they were all above 7.5.
Outside on the Laundry balcony, a few of us gathered to look at the street below. Everything seemed to be in order. Tak then joined us and said, "I've never experienced anything like that."
"The fact you said that, doesn't comfort me, Tak" I replied. Quite simply, it made me even more terrified. I walked back up to my room and went to research how big this massive quake was.
At first, the news outlets were saying 7.9 then saw a few numbers suggesting 8.8. "Either way, that's huge," I thought.
The aftershocks continued, gradually getting less and less traumatic. At this point, my body was getting used to it -- a thought scary in-and-of itself.

Was it 8.8 or 7.9? Fucking hell... I'm still shaking and so is the earth...

-My Facebook status, 3:45pm 3/11/2011
The quake struck at 2:46pm 81 miles off the coast of Sendai in Northern Honshu, 231 miles from Tokyo. The next focus was the Tsunami. A massive Tsunami was soon to hit Miyagi prefecture and the north-eastern coast of Japan. From there the wave was heading to Hawai'i, the Philippines, Indonesia, and the western coast of the United States. Watch as the Tsunami hits Sendai...







The aftershocks didn't stop for us, they're technically going on still. All the while, a massive tsunami headed Southeast across the open sea at 500 miles per hour. In Tokyo, the trains were shutdown. No one was going anywhere, I was certainly glad to be in the dorm. A few friends of mine were out at Mount Takao, enjoying a hike. They realized what was happening when the got back to the station realizing they couldn't get back to Koganei. They walked home, all 36 kilometers of it. They got back around 1am. Others were stuck in Yokohama or downtown Tokyo. The one good thing, however, was that we were all accounted for. The Koganei lads survived the earthquake.

Now the issue moves from the earthquake itself and tsunamis to the Nuclear Power Plant. The plant, Fukushima, is threatening people within a 12 mile radius with it's deadly radiation. I am hundred of kilometers away and am in no immediate threat to the plant; however, if the winds change, then that could change. Also, to make things worse, they're predicting another large earthquake to strike along the "Ring of Fire" within the next three days. Hopefully, it will not come to pass...

As of today, the trains are back up in Tokyo, there is now a shortage of bread and food -- shortage as in the convenience stores and grocery stores nearby are sold out. The threat of a Nuclear power plant and an impending earthquake looms. Regardless,we lads will stay vigilant. We are safe.

Thank you all for the out pour of thoughts of well-being -- they truly brought warmth to my heart. Thank you all, from the bottom of my heart. I will keep everyone updated via Facebook, Tumblr, and this blog. Stay tuned!

Sunday, February 20

TOKYO >> KYOTO >> HIROSHIMA >> OSAKA >> NAGOYA >> TOKYO

Hey people! Just wanted to let everyone know that tonight I am leaving for my trip around Western Honshu... I won't be able to update -- like, at all -- until I get back. So, for quick updates and blurbs check out my tumblr here...


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Monday, February 14

Finals and the Beginning of Spring Break


After the amazing Winter Break, we were greeted by Finals. These finals sucked. I had six "technical" finals -- three of which were Japanese related. First we had the oral presentation of Japanese which was a skit. The next day was Japanese Final Part 1 -- kanji and listening comprehension. The following week I had Japanese Part 2 and Religion and Society. Then two papers -- one 8 pages, the other 15 pages.

Overall, they kicked my ass. I have learned that I got an 89 on my Japanese final -- all three parts combined -- and I'm pretty stocked about that. I did shit on my midterm -- a 68 or high D -- and I'm glad that I could pull such a turn around. My Japanese, I believe, has indeed gotten better. Par the course for being in Japan, eh? I have yet to hear back on my other exams, but I did the best I could; ultimately, however, I am just glad to be done with them. I felt as if I never really caught up due to me being in the hospital. C'est la vie.

During this last month of the semester, we got to celebrate Evan, Noah, and David's birthday -- and we did it in style. Two friends, Takuya and Marina, set up this big meet up in Shinjuku where there'd be drinking and Karaoke. As the title bar above suggests, it was a great time. Two songs of great importance have entered our lives, one of which is Country Roads. That's right -- THE Country Roads, you know by John Denver about West Virginia. We as a dorm have taken this song and made it our own. The title bar above is of a picture taken during "Country Roads" -- specifically the "Roads" part. Did you know there is a Japanese version? Master film maker Hayao Miyazaki wrote the lyrics for the movie "Whispers of the Heart." You should check it out, it's pretty cool.

Here are some pictures from that infamous night.

Evan on Aaron's lap
David was very drunk...
This is called a Boat Race...
Jean-Claude and Johnny
With finals behind us, a somber moment hit us all. Some people were going home and not coming back... The people returning were Johnny Stowellman, Zach Chung, Jean-Claude Mueller, and Giuseppe Ingrilli. We, I'm speaking for the dorm here, will all and already greatly miss this "nakama" (comrades). We had a "Going-Away Party" for these guys... It was a very tough time... Our first stop was "Gut's Soul", our favorite izakaiya and nomikai place (Korean food and Drinking). We ate a ton. But, our rampage wasn't quite done. Next was another fan-favorite, "Alps." Although we aren't generally liked by the wait-staff, they tolerate us and we tolerate them -- a love-hate relationship. They hate us but love our money, we hate them but love their beer.

Myself and Noah
Australia flag (as it should be)...
We drank there until it was time to mosey back, making it before the trains stopped. We head back, but not without some mischief. Stowellman decided to represent Australia with Pride. See photo to the right then one below and draw your own conclusions...


It was a cold night, too...

 With that, the following week we said goodbye to all of these lads, no friends. You guys are awesome and helped make this semester the greatest of my college career and the best 5-6 months of my life. Thank you.




Spring Break officially started February 5th, and as today is technically the 15th, these 10 days have been WASTED. Well not wasted per se, but recovering. This break, a few of us have quite the agenda planned. On the 20th, an adventure begins. Aaron, Greg and I are heading to see Western Honshu (the main island of Japan) with stops in Kyoto, Hiroshima, Osaka, and Nagoya. We will be gone until the 10th of March -- with that said, I probably won't update again until after that. But, rest assured, I'll have plenty of pictures and great stories to tell.

Until next time, guys! Cheers!

-Gregor

Tuesday, February 8

Mount Takao and Kamakura


Sorry for the delay in updating, Finals kind of came up and kicked me in the teeth -- I'm okay now though. Here's a continuation of my Winter Break Story, starting where we left off...

Having arrived safely from my trip to Sendai, I met up with other fellow dorm-mates and we strategized on what should we do with the remainder of our break. Kamakura and Mount Takao came up. So, the next day we woke up early and made our way to Kamakura!

Aaron, Giuseppe, Noah and myself made our way to the trains early in the morning. We arrived in Kamakura and made way to our first shrine. The image to the left shows Guiseppe, Aaron and I at the end of a walkway that goes down the middle of the road. The walkway is surrounded on both sides by trees that, I'm sure, look beautiful during spring. They were quite bare then. We meandered through the various shrines in the area, eating Sweet Potato Ice Cream and trying a mystery button on a vending machine. I got some shit tea, haha. Below is a picture of the walkway with Gigi, Noah, and myself.

The walkway of bare-trees. Not to be confused with the walkway of bear-trees, that's quite dangerous...
  After the visitation of a few more shrines, we headed through the "forest path" to the Great Buddha! This was a marvelous adventure through trees and nature that I, and the others, began to passionately miss in our stone metropolis known as Tokyo. We had a few jokes going through, 「木の根がこんなところまで?」 (which means nothing outside of a few people; it's a joke from "Laputa", a fantastic Ghibli film, where the villan says "The roots are at such a place as here?")

 We stopped along a wonderuous statue of a man looking at the valley of Tokyo. He was a Morimoto, if I recall correctly. He was a lad of a man.

We finally made our way to the Great Buddha and even made it to the inside, for a mere 20 yen ($0.25). Our adventure at Kamakura came to an end with the Great Buddha, we were quite tired from the adventurous walk and shrine visiting. We hoped on the train back to Tokyo, but unfortunately some drama developed for me on the way back.



The train was quite crowded, but once it dispursed a bit, I made my way to a seat in the priority section -- an area of seats reserved for the elderly, handicapped, and pregnant. I sat happily, listening to my iPod when I glanced at an ad. The ad a familar kanji, one of which I knew I studied but couldn't remember the direct meaning. I pull out my iPod, which has an app called "Kotoba!" which is a Japanese Dictionary. I was looking up this stupid kanji when out of no where, this old lady stops the train conductor who was walking by and told him to make me stop. The conductor, in the best English he could muster, told me to put it away I was in the Priority Seats. I responded, in Japanese, that my iPod was not a cell-phone -- which aren't allowed in the section. He folded his arms in an "X" shape and said "No. You can not." I politely asked, still in Japanese, "I can not what?" He pointed at my phone, and finally saying Japanese, that me conjuring spirits or whatever it is the old lady thought I was doing was not allowed. I pointed out that the man sitting next to the lady was, in fact, listening to an iPod himself. I was seconds away from telling the old lady herself, superceeding the conductor, that it was none of her business. I refrained and put it away, shooing away the conductor. But, I would not give up without a fight. This old lady chose the wrong gaijin on the wrong day to discriminate. I was pissed at this blatant discrimination, but instead of shouting at the old lady I used a much more proven gaijin tactic: intimidation. Now, quite simply, I scowled at the woman. My goatee was in full douche-mode and my eye brows were pressed, my frown was worn proudly and my eyes were fixated on the cause... The old lady knew she had met her match. Now, with eyes unclouded, I starred her down. If I could conjure spirits, cast magic, or whatever it is she thought I was doing with my iPod -- heaven forbid I was actually trying to learn her own f'n language -- then I was doing it, this time to her. She got of the the train at the next stop, which was two minutes after telling the conductor her nonsense. That infuriated me more. Not only did she not mind her business, but she chose to right before getting off the damn train. I should have told her to go f' off --in German or something.

My mood fouled of Kamakura due to this old bat getting in my business. I returned to the dorm with a new hatred for old people who think they're entitled to shit. Give my seat to an old person, nope this lady ruined that for you. Previously, I would've been happy to give my seat for an old person -- probably because they just scare me -- but NO MORE. Move out of the way so an old person can walk by, NOPE I'M GAIJIN I'M IN YOUR WAY. LOL.

Seriously, though. Old People, mind your business; or at least be equal about the business you're minding. That guy next to you is much more of a threat to you then I am sitting adjasent to you.

Noah, Rob, Ciran, and Alex
Moving on, the next day we made our way up to Takao-san. Recently, I learned that the "-san" suffix on the end of the name for a mountain is not the same as the "-san" suffix for people. It is actually the chinese reading of the Kanji for mountain, 山. The more you know. This walk killed me, haha...  The group who decided to tackle Mount Takao was Noah, Rob, Ciran, Alex and myself. As I stated, the climbing of the mountain was tough. We decided we were manly men and ascend the path instead of taking the lift. We felt like kings once we reached the top, very tired kings. There was quite the line for a Shrine at the top, we couldn't figure out why though. A view from one of the paths can be seen below...
Tokyo is truly big and wonderuous
 The view from the summit was extraordinary, one could see for miles as it was a clear beautiful day. Once at the top, we were greeted by a magnificent view of the original Lad, Mount Fuji.

Fuji looms in the distance while a Ferris Wheel sits in the foreground.
 Our descent of the mountain was met with no problems; we were, however, running out of daylight. We made it in time for the the sun to set and we happliy boarded the train. This time, I steered clear of the priority section and old people. We were only told that we were noisy twice on the trip. One time, we confronted the person who mentioned it and they panicked. "Uh, oh! They're learning our language!" Listen, Gaijin are here to stay -- deal with it. We weren't even loud, either, we were just conversing in English.

With Mount Takao and Kamakura done, the Winter Break was nearing its end. New Years Eve was upon us before we knew it and plans were set into motion. I don't remember the night too well, but I celebrated the New Year with a Beer in hand and welcomed 2011 happily. 2010, a year of many changes -- a lot of them bad -- ended. 2011, a New Year one of which will bring us happiness and renewal is upon us!

Happy New Year Everyone! Until next time... The next topic is Finals and the beginning of Spring Break (yeah, I know it's already here...)